Day 5 of 365: What's on my mind ?

Today's assignment: Write a post that was on your mind when you decided to start a blog? 

The reason I started blogging because I wanted to be known (in a good way, of course). Here I am, in my early twenties (just graduated from polytechnic), with no vision or mission in life. Clueless. Thrown into the deep ocean with nothing as support. Early twenties crisis.

Best part about all this is that I don't have a talent that I'm proud of that I can use to make me known (not even sure if I have a specific talent in the first place)

I do have a plan layout but haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz not sure if it will lead me to success in the future:(

You see, the thing is I envy those people my age who have already found fame and look what I'm doing, NOTHING ! I want to be like them !

Because of this envy, I decided to blog. I wanted to be a fashion blogger but than I don't always show my #ootds. Although I do watch fashion weeks and know what is the upcoming trends but i just dont see myself as a 'fashion wikipedia' Then, I wanted to be a DIY blogger. I LOVE READING DIY BLOGS. Every single time, I read such blogs, I'll be amaze at their creativity and get so hype up to do a DIY. Just when I'm about to start doing, my creative juices didnt flow. Another dream, CRUSHED !

Why blog when I can't find specific topic and also my bad grammar (yes, my english usage is bad) ?! (A question I ask myself everyday). Yet, I still keep the blog in hopes that one day I find something to blog about.

One fine day, I came across, The Daily Post blog. I read and read and read, and became motivated. Out of a sudden, BAMMMMMMM ! Started doing 'The Weekly Challenges'

But now, I want more! So I participated in 'Zero to Hero: 30 days to a better blog' . Honestly speaking, due to work, I wont be posting a lot during this challenge but I will try my best to post as many as I can :D